Out of the maze

After they hurt me.

They filled my head with junk and nonsense.

To prove their actions justified.

That was the maze.

Around and around you go.

Trapped in the steel trap with no way out.

No way out no exit at all.

It’s when you realize there is no maze.

It doesn’t need to be solved.

There is no reward,

I was not going to snap and become a monster like them.

I had made the right choice way back then.

I hate violence and the clowns who use it.

It was just their crazy jumbled ideas.

Such clowns all of them.

Freedom

True freedom......

I just need convince myself Im right.

 

I just want to forget

Impossible

Things become impossible when people give up searching for ways to make them possible.

The Black Bird.

I see a Black Bird
Yes it is definitely black.
Yes it is definitely is a bird.
But the question is

Is it a Black Bird????

Me the Phoenix

You will not understand.
You will not believe.
In my sanity, you will see insanity.
You will believe my reality is unreal.
This is your problem not mine.

I know the truth.
I know what is real.
But more important than that,
 I know what of the truth matters.
That is mine all mine.
Interesting

Amnesia

The Fear of not knowing who I am.

Amnesia hides the worst of the world so I can grow to cope with it.

Amnesia lost the old me so I can grow a new me able to cope.

The black knot in the back of my mind surrounded by barbed wire.

Amnesia the thing I fear the most!

What is it hiding now?

Amnesia my friend.

Amnesia my enemy.

Forgetting is good

Responsible

I am responsible for every decision I have made.
Good bad and otherwise.
As are others responsible for their decisions.
Good bad and otherwise

Difficult Memories

Such danger how do i forget.
Al I need is to forget forget I don't know how any more.

Sanity

Sanity a measure of how much you believe is true.
Insanity a measure of how much you believe is not true.
Most people are part sane and part insane and that is normal.
Then there is the question of religion.
Which one is true they can't all be.

Doctor Beard

THE PATH

The path to sanity believe nothing, doubt everything.
I’m not sure I want to be sane it sounds too much like hard work.

BEAST

My problem is not a single issue but the result of the interaction of several issues resulting in a total beast that is both hard to define and difficult to understand even for me.
But understanding and defining is not what is needed.
What is needed is the insight to see almost all of these issues are the result of someone else's fool ideas.
And not my problem at all.

The mess they leave behind is the problem.
I didn't ask for this.

 

 

 

 

Chasing Dragons..... are they real??